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WITH THE NIGHTS THAT NEVER END AND THE DAYS THAT NEVER SHINE LIGHT
STILL THERE SEEM'S SOMETHING TO LIVE FOR IN LIFE THAT CANT BE SEEN AT FIRST SIGHT
HURT SO MANY OF MY FRIENDS AND BROKEN SO MANY HEARTS
NOW IM NOTHING TO ANYONE AND ITS TEARING ME APART
GAVE OFF AN IMMPRESSION THAT I COULDNT FEEL AND THATS FAKE
BECAUSE NOW IM SUFFERING FROM GUILT AND LEARNING FROM MY MISTAKES
A VOICE IN MY MIND TELLS ME THERES MORE THAN JUST SHAME
BUT I KNOW ITS LYING TO ME BECAUSE IVE LOST AT MY OWN GAME
PERHAPS AS I GO ON DAY BY DAY ILL BEGIN TO SMILE
YET DEEP DOWN I KNOW THAT MOMENT WON'T COME FOR A LONG WHILE
MY HEART IS STILL BEATING BUT INSIDE I KNOW ITS DYING
I CAN TELL THE WORLD IM HAPPY BECAUSE THEY DONT KNOW IM LYING
AND IM SLOWLY KILLING MYSELF EVERYDAY THAT IM ALONE
I HAVE TO TAKE MYSELF OUT OF THIS PLACE I CALL HOME
IM SORRY TO EVERYONE FOR DOING JUST THIS
BUT I KNOW IM NOT THE KIND OF PERSON ALOT OF PEOPLE CAN MISS
SO THESE ARE MY LAST WORDS TO EVERYONE WHO MEANT SOMETHING TO ME
IVE CREATED MY OWN HELL AND IM SETTING MYSELF FREE