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hi people,
at school my teachers are making me try out for the big school play. it where you sing and dance.....and im pretty good and them but.....when i sing alone i....lets just say i dont do good because i get nervous.......i can sing with my two friend or just one of them....but alone i jsut cant do it.......i mean when i sing with my friends i dont get nervous....i mean when im singing with them i could have a solo and sid just fine....but when im alone i just cant do it....and when in just tryin out for a play with just talkin i still get nervous.......like in the beging of the year my house had to do a play and i wanted a talkin part and when i went up.......i said like two words and then ran off into the bathroom.........and then my friends that i sing with made me fell a little better and so i tryed again........and i did better.......but after i was shakin really badly........the next day when they put up the the thing where u know what part u got......i was so nervous that i didnt get a part where u can talk......i thought that at first but then when i talked to the teacher they said i got lines.....i was so happy!!!.....but only one of my other friends got some lines too......me and my friend didnt get alot of lines but i got alot of yellin lines.......and i am a really quiet person...so....that didnt work out too well......and i dont think i would have dune too well if my friend and i didnt be next to each other.......and our lines were right next to each other......so i was happy about that...but anyway....idk what to do about the musical i do but i dont want to be in it.....so...yeah....idk what to do.....because i dont want to get nervous and run off again....so ......yeah. im a really nervous person....