I realized after recieving a journal comment on a nearly 6 month old entry, that I should probably update people. heart
So I've been dating that "someone new" ever since my last post.
We are moving out together on March 1st.
I'm excited, and scared and sad about leaving my past behind but I have to do what I have to do to get on with my life.
Everyone around me is having babies and I'm jealous. Whoopee! I want a kid! Shhh don't tell.
I still won't have one for a few years at least I'm sure ... but damn, I never thought I could want to be a mother so bad sometimes.
So I've been dating that "someone new" ever since my last post.
We are moving out together on March 1st.
I'm excited, and scared and sad about leaving my past behind but I have to do what I have to do to get on with my life.
Everyone around me is having babies and I'm jealous. Whoopee! I want a kid! Shhh don't tell.
I still won't have one for a few years at least I'm sure ... but damn, I never thought I could want to be a mother so bad sometimes.
