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As I stand on the ledge looking down into the obyss, I could hear the darkness crying out to me as my heart was beating with fury and sorrow. Why, why did this have to happen? The word repeating it's self in my head, as tears fell down my face. His touch, his voice, and his beating warm chest against my face, haunting me like a lost emotional chaotic swirl of bitterness for I know he would not come back from the grounds in which he now lyes under. My body rocks with the wind back and forth, back and forth; the thought of should I jump or should I just be lost for eternity? As the question ponders in my head I see a faint light in the distance that slowly grows engulfing my mind, body, and spirit. A light filled with love, comfort and hope that takes me not to an ending, but the start of a new beginning. biggrin heart biggrin