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What happens when you tell yourself that you don't love someone. But when that time comes you find yourself in love once more? What do you start to think when you get lost in this one person's life or mind? Wehn you see them walk by you do you start to melt? do you blush madly? or do you smile and act like nothing is worng..like you have no real crush on that person....

My mind has been asking questions for a very long time...why I don't know...I've always been that kind of a person...I always ask myself why are we here or what do we do when we get lost? or fall in love...? I loves these kinds of questions becuase it get me thinking...thinking about things that I know I don't think about alot in my life time...The kind of questions that your mind loves to try to answer...but when you can't you feel weak and lost.....

Sometimes when you tell yourself that you don't love that person you get even more lost within them....you start to really ask yourself...and beat yourself up because you know you act like yourself when your around this person. and it brakes you down everytime you see him/her everytime you walk up to them and want to ask them a question..it brakes you everytime...Why! becuase you know deep down one you can't have them two you still love them....those two together...mix you up..and hurt you...but at the same time make you ask questions...make you listen to yourself..when your upset...or when your really trying to get yourself to talk to that person.....
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