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I promised a poem, but the one I planed for ended up sucking. This is a half-finished one
The Heart's Clock Tick, tock, tick tock Wispers heart's eternal clock Is it over? Will it stop? And come the end that I have sought?
In a time that's too far gone. Two clocks ticked, forever strong Or strong then, that was the thought Then stoped the ticking of one clock
Left alone, the other lay The face was cracked; the tick was faint
I kinda stoped there. I'm still thinking of the next part. I'm actualy proud of this one. heart Diss it, if your lame like that. dramallama I would like HELPFUL critisism. Not like, "you suck" you know? I want to do better, not be driven in a corner to cry. emo
Well, I sure haven't been on here in a while. This site rocks, but my attention isn't captured for long... OOHH, SHINY!
Ehem. Christmas was cool, but it was my first divorced family christmas. That was kinda depressing. emo crying emo I did get cool gifts, like an x-box and rollerblades. So that made it better. But still, I'm christian (My family's not, sadly) so it was hard. cry
burning_eyes SKIP THIS PART IF YOU DON'T LIKE EMOTIONAL GIRLY RANTING burning_eyes
I'm still emo now. So, I'll ask. Is it right to resent this new child that's comming? I really don't want a 4th sister. Plus, I'm done with babies for a while.(Post baby project syndrome) And it's kinda sad. My dad who barly spent time with my sisters and mom and I alredy has this new family going one. I mean, I was never too good with my dad, we both were stubborn and had anger issues, but he had power and authority which I too often questioned and had to deal with.
Still, it's sad he moved on so fast, making me feel like I never really mattered that much. And the big thing. BE WARNED! This is going to sound really selfish and bratty. But my whole life that I lived with my dad, he smoked, and I had to breath it in. Now that he has his new family, he quit smoking. Why does he care more about them than me? I love to run and be active, but my breathing's all ******** up and it's really hindering me from doing what I love. I wonder if he cared that he was destroying my lungs. I'll probibly never ask, though.
O.K. Got that out. I'm good now. RANTING DONE
Normal topics. Doing better in school. That's good. Also, I joined the track team. I still have to do paperwork and the phisical, but until then, I'm on the team. It was fun, but really tiring. Now I have homework... I had to rollerblade home in the dark, 'cus my mom was'nt answering her phone. She dosen't let me walk home in the dark. Now, I'm super pooped. xp
That was long. I think I shoud homework now. sweatdrop Until next time!
WAIT! FORGOTEN BISNIUS!
>.< Kyo rules!>.<
Not that vermin certain others who will not be mentioned *cough* *cough* *Sandy* *cough* ninja
This is war! Join the side of Kyo!
chibinecochan_13 · Tue Jan 15, 2008 @ 03:27am · 0 Comments |
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