|
|
|
Hello to all that still come by! Lots of love. heart
So, just being emo today. I was suposed to go to six flags with some friends, but none of them called back. On the bright side, by currently bedridden friend can now come. Woo surprised . Also, I have been listening to a number of songs that I am considering purchasing on itunes, when I suddenly fell into the habbit of listening to depresing country songs, which included "How do you Get That Lonley". and that made me remember how a friend of mine commited suicide about a year ago to the day. So now I'm just sitting here, missing Christian. I'm thinking I should take off that memorial I put up on my profile. I don't wanna seem obsesive; there is no way I can bring him back. But would taking it down meen I've forgoten him? 'Cuz I will never forget him. I just don't know what I should do...
Anyway, lets move on to something happy. So happy, in fact, that I can't express it in words. Have you ever felt that? Right now, I am in this phase in my interest of books where I am reading a large number of dystopia books, including Farenheight 451, a Clockwork Orange and A Brave New World. They are amazing! I could talk about them forever. The breathtaking struggle against the hightest athority. Sigh... heart I know I'm such a geek about books when I can hold hour long conversations about them. blaugh
Goodness, I could do that about band, too. The absolute beauty of playing an amazing low note on the bassie, the tranquility of the flute being in tune and playing great songs such as "Sweet Memories","Africa" and "Equanox". xd When I say band, to me that covers music as well. I have been listening to some breathtaking songs lately, not all that happy. "Kristy are you doing ok" makes me wanna cry. Sigh, there are such amazing things in this world. You just gotta look ahead, and brave all of the hardships. Thoughts like this, and the blissfull feeling of happiness I get when something great happens, keep me from quiting anything from band, to school to life.
Love all of ya out there. Even the people I say I hate. We should learn to get along, and it will all work out. wink
 chibinecochan_13 · Mon May 25, 2009 @ 10:09pm · 0 Comments |
|
|
|
|
|
