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Written: by me
I wrote it because: Black_at_heart asked me to. she gave me a topic and i wrote this

Black_at_heart dedicates it to: Kyle
Jdjunky dedicates it to: ? (its a secret)
ITS A LONG SONG SO IF YOU DONT WANT TO READ IT DONT!

No Longer Alive

She opens her heart and her mouth,
and quietly starts to sing standing there.
And since no one knows why shes doing it,
they hear the tune but not the words of her prayer.
She sings because she can find no other way
to ask fo the help that she needs
so she sings out and cries,
while her heart slowly dies,
and the world stands and watches her bleed.

Her heart is broken and torn
while her mind is left reeling.
sh's no longer caring or joyful,
she no longer has feeling
in her soul that once soared,
there is sorrow and pain.
it no longer feels love
because now, its no longer alive.

She keeps her heart caged
so no one gets close to it now
its been broken so often before.
Her dreams were shot down,
they told her not to belive,
in herself and not to try anymore.

now her hearts is broken and torn
while her mind is left reeling.
sh's no longer caring or joyful,
she no longer has feeling
in her soul that once soared,
there is sorrow and pain.
it no longer feels love
because now, its no longer alive.

it was for him that she sang,
she wanted love and exceptance
all she wanted was to make him proud.
She tried trusting him but
his words brought no approval or comfort.
everything she did was wrong
then he tried to pull her down
and drown out her song.

Now shes broken.
shes torn and shes reeling
she's no longer happy inside.
she no longer has feeling
her soul it once soared.
it never will again
she can no longer feel love because of him shes no longer....alive.