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Goombas... It seems like my life is getting worse and worse... I realized that since only my closer friends read this, I can use specific names. Catherine's parents barely let her do anything. She's kinda upset about that. Her upset = Me upset. >< Scott's brother keeps pissing him off and stuff. And pretty much everyone he knows is a bigot. >> (Except his SUPER DUPER BEST FRIENDS!) I never even talk to Brassington anymore. D'x And my Dad threatened to kill me earlier today. :l Mmhm... Sometimes I feel as if the only things I have left in this world, are my best friends and the only person who loves me as much as I love her. goomba...

Posted by: Bidoofus Fri Jan 18, 2008 @ 03:04am

My taste in music is s**t

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Commented on: Fri Jan 18, 2008 @ 03:30am


	You know I can handle myself, so don't worry about me, I just avoid my brother all together now. And people aren't as bad as they were in middle school. The only people that are still bigots are my mom, the kid who I was thinking about not inviting to my party, and 20 or so people. My mom called Catherine's mom today and she said that Catherine might be coming over if it's okay with her dad. Why would your dad say that? D: I'm not going to tell you life will get better though. People always told me that, and it never has. You know you can always talk to me about anything. :3

Commented on: Fri Jan 18, 2008 @ 03:36am


	He threatened to kill me because I wasn't off the computer when he told me to be off... He has issues... He's actually hit me before. Quite a few times, actually... Everyone's said that to me too... It never seems to happen though...

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Commented on: Fri Jan 18, 2008 @ 03:44am


	Maybe he had a bad day, but even then, that's a bit messed up. How did he hit you? Like a hard punch or something else? And where? My parents never hit me. I guess they realized I might strike back from all the years of battling my brother.

Commented on: Fri Jan 18, 2008 @ 03:47am


	He always has a bad day. He greets me everyday by finding something I didn't do, or did wrong, and screaming, threatening, and cursing at me. And I'm usually on the phone at the time. And Catherine hears all of it. She already has enough to worry about, I don't want her to worry anymore than she has to... He's shoved me against a wall and hit me right in the chest. It knocks the wind out of me, and then makes me feel like I'm going to throw up. So I just lay on the ground for the next few minutes, pretty much just crying to myself. :l

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Commented on: Fri Jan 18, 2008 @ 04:02am


	Just don't talk to your dad, avoid him. He'll eventually ask you what's wrong, and then you can tell him about what he does to you. Getting punched in the stomach hurts like crap. Do crunches or curl-ups every morning and night. That way when you flex, it won't hurt at all.

Commented on: Fri Jan 18, 2008 @ 04:09am


	I already do ignore him. I've been ignoring him for the past year or so. I only talk to him when I have to. He doesn't care about me or how I feel though. He never asks me how my day was, never asks me how I'm doing, he never even asks how my life is going... The only time he talks to me is when he's yelling at me. Exercise is not the answer right now. D:

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Commented on: Fri Jan 18, 2008 @ 04:19am


	I don't really have any other suggestions. Do you like living at your house, or would you rather me emancipated? My parents never stop bugging me. They're constantly hovering around me and always asking how my day is. And then I have to smile and lie through my teeth and say everything was good. They're now starting to try to put me to bed earlier each night. Exercising would get you stronger and looking more fit if you desire. I never actually exercise, it's all parkour. :3

Commented on: Fri Jan 18, 2008 @ 04:23am


	I like what I have here. Material-wise. I like how my life is going. I have someone to love, and friends that actually care and are cool. I don't like my parents as much... I considered, since I don't feel like playing sports and parkour doesn't appeal to me that much, that I'd get like, a small 5, 15, 20 Lbs weight set. Like dumbbells or something. And just lift every morning and night. And do curl-ups or crunches. Or get a soccer ball and kick that around to myself and stuff. I hate being weak. ;_;

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Commented on: Fri Jan 18, 2008 @ 04:35am


	I like what I have too. For the most part atleast. I just wish Ryan can admit to himself that he's bi or gay. I'm sure you're not as weak as you think you are. You're going to punch me in the stomach tomorrow to prove it. :3 But yeah, some weights should work just as well as parkour. :3

Commented on: Sat Jan 19, 2008 @ 10:23pm


	Hey dude, it's cool, because of the stupid school thing we haven't been talking much, which isn't good. I'll try to talk you and Catherine more. I have problems of my own right. (You know some of them already) I'm sorry about not communicating much lately I have some stuff on my mind. Maybe I need to talk to you guys about this stuff. Hang in there dude.

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Commented on: Sun Jan 20, 2008 @ 03:25am


	You can talk to me Brassington. I won't make fun of you or anything like that. I've helped Ryan with a bunch of stuff. :3

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