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Day by day; i meet a horrible destiny
Thread by thread; gets thinner evertime i look i see.
I feel lonliness that-
Surounds me in a horrible blackness-
A barrier of light is locked out side my door.
And when i open to see what lies ahead I get shot down to the floor.

What's next in life?
Could it be death, or maybe re-birth?
Could there only be one last strife
In this humanity we call earth?
How is a human different from another?
It's how we charge or confront eachother.

You may not see what i see.
You may not feel what i feel.
Everyday i face it with only me.
I suck it up and just deal.
I brace myself for the future.
What ever lies ahead....
Whether i have no score
And just end up dead.

I faced name calling, abuse and lonliness
On top of heart brakes and dreadful darkness...
When someone calls me something, that i know i cant top,
I just sit and wait cuz i know they will stop....
I ignore them and leave, whatever they may say..
I'll deal with it and walk as i do- day by day....=[