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I mentioned that I didn't think I'd cry too much if I lost my sense of smell, and now I think my nose is taking it's revenge.
What a b***h.

I couldn't sleep again. I fell asleep at 2 AM this morning, for the first time in weeks, but got woken up at 3:45. Apparently, if I happen to be awake at any point after 3 AM I'm not allowed to go back to sleep for another seven hours. So I tossed about in bed for two hours, and did some thinking.

I don't like doing any thinking at night when I'm the only one awake, my mind always manages to make it's way back to warm/fuzzy nostalgia and that leads to no good. Especially when it reminds me of some really amazing friends, no matter what other relationships we may have had during, that I've screwed myself out of. Literally in some cases, particularly the one I was dwelling on tonight.

And have been for the past week. :/
I'm not thinking so much about anything specific, I just want my friend back.