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XD Lame title.

Anyway, before I further explain this, if you didn't already know, I'm bisexual. I like guys and I like girls. I'm attracted to both, although I've never dated a girl since my now ex-boyfriend was the only person I've ever been with.

Here's the thing, while I love him dearly and wish with all my heart to be back with him, I for the life of me cannot stop thinking about one of my friends who happens to be a girl. Mind you I used to have a crush on her. I know she is bi too, she said she even used to have a crush on me before she knew I was dating someone (Or so she says), but right now she also has a boyfriend even though things are sucktastic for their relationship as well.

Now...this is what's bugging me...I don't know what to do. I honestly think it's because I'm so upset about my ex that I cannot stop thinking about other people, though why it's only her is beyond me. None the less, I don't want to ruin things further for her and her boyfriend. And I still want mine to take me back. Plus, I'm afraid that perhaps her feelings have gone to the point of just friends and I would never want to make it awkward between us.

Goodness, this is so weird. I've never had problems like this before. T___T Any advice? Please.

Gawd...being a teenager sucks major a**. XD