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Yesterday, was the worst day of my entire life because the day before yesterday my friend(no longer) Brandy was mad at me and forgave me the yesterday morning then at lunch my friend Samantha accused me of stealing Brandy's lead which i didn't. So I moved away from her and the Brandy once again hates me because she belived Samantha's lie about me stealing her lead. And when I was trying to convince brandy to trust me that I didn'y steal her lead she wouldn't even listen to me so began to tear up and my friend Kayla asked me what was wrong and I said "Samantha" and she wouldn't belive me and as soon as got to Science class I began to cry my eyes out because losing 3 friends at once was too much for me to handle. Many people who weren't my friends asked me what was wrong same w/ my friends Shianne, Katie, and Samantha(different Samantha) cared. I cryed for two whole periods straight and tearing up for the rest of the day, but 3 teachers saw me crying. My Science,spanish,and my Pre Alg & geom. teacher(math teacher when I stayed after school). What a lousy day.


The Aftermath,

When I stayed after school, My friend Kayla said she talked to Samantha(backstabber one)and that she now belives me. I was so close into killing myself because of the crap that happened but Kayla convinced me not to. So I guess Kayla is my friend again(we've been friends since 1st grade). When I got home I called Shianne because I was too upset to tell her what was wrong and she told me afterwards that Samantha wanted to apolozize to me. So, after I got off the phone w/ Shianne. I calle Samantha and apolozied to me and said she would tell brandy the truth. She wanted to apoloize because she felt bad about it. The only way I will forgive is if she fixes her lie.


That day still hurts and school was canceled today( crying crying crying crying )!!! I piled all that pain from 2 years and it all came out yesterday.


Shianne is smokey119442 on here
Brandy is xoncexuponxaxtimex (something like that)
the rest don't have accounts on here.

What would you do if you were me?
I wrote a song because that helps me express my feelings and was the only thing that made me stop crying. Oh and my friends Carly and Halie cared.