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Why does it always seem when i forget something even just a tiny thing one of my friends get mad at me? I really just don't know why. It's just who I am. I understand that I have a problem in telling my friends what's wrong with me and that I push them away from me. I just don't want to get others mixed up into the dangerous stuff I get into...I don't want them hurt...not never....if something happened to them I would never forgive myself.

lost another friend I believe.... once again as my heart fades into darkness again like it was in middle. I lost one of my best friends that I have know since elementray school. I don't know what to do any more. I'm lost and scared. I'm afraid that I will end up like my recent dreams here lately. Either i hurt some one really bad out of anger and their blood was all over my hands or I would be in a certen area and everything grew dark and my friends started disappearing one bye one and I was completely alone and no one was there for me. and I'm completely afraid of that. I don't want to be alone again.....not like before....  Rave_Cross · Sun Feb 03, 2008 @ 02:39am · 1 Comments

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