I sat in the lobby with a large bottle of sake in my hand. Pure sake, fresh and new. I had nothing else to do today so I took a trip to japan and got it straight from there. With my magic from heaven and hell it was an easy task to achieve in a few hours. I drank more of it as I looked into the flames of the fire with look that was both stonic and heartbreaking. My golden locket clutched tightly in my free hand. My hand tightened around it as my lips curled slightly when a soft growl emitted from my throat. Raising my arm, I planned on throwing the locket into the fire but something stopped me. A hand clapped around my wrist and lifted me off the couch, pulling me over it and placing on my feet before an angel. Niwa... what was he doing here. "Dont be foolish sister. Dont give up so easily. After all you two have been through, you are going to let the darkness consume your heart and make you throw away everything again. Dont do it." he begged. BEGGED me. His eyes narrowed with tears brimming to fall down his face. He still had my wrist clutched tightly in his hand as he starred me in the eyes with a strong expression of detemination. I couldnt change my expression. I couldnt hide the pain or anger anymore. "Niwa. Brother. Please. Allow me to make my own choices." I said, pulling my arm from his grasp and turning around. I threw the sake bottle against the stone wall and advanced toward the large front doors. "Whether I live or die no longer matters. I've taken care of all businesses here on this god forsaken earth. Leave me be." I said. The rage was to much for my softer, kinder side to surface. Now, now was the time for him to come back if hope was to remain within this castle. "He cant help he's away so much. You know better then anyone he really loves you! Stop being fool! He'll come back!" I heard Niwa beg once more before slamming the doors behind me. What could I do.... my heart was breaking..... My wedding dress stood lonely and untouched within my room. My necklace now within Niwa's gentle hands. I felt lost and I didnt want to be found just yet.
Niwa sat down on the couch as he brushed the tears off his face. He still held onto the locket that Alucard had given Tengoku when he purposed. She was just angry and sad. Thats all. Time was going by and it was leaving her behind it seemed.
Mistress Integra · Fri Jul 15, 2005 @ 03:18am · 0 Comments |