Night and day I lie a wake
Staring up into my nothingness room
Wondering
How can it be so hot out
But I feel so cold
Not only cold
But sometimes scared
I know I'm safe
But I feel strange
Like some one
Or something
Is watching my every move
Keeping every thing locked up
I don't move
Keeping my eyes locked onto the ceiling
As to keep my life a secret
From those watching
Waiting to see what I'll do next
Luckily it's only at night
In my bed
...
I hope
Staring up into my nothingness room
Wondering
How can it be so hot out
But I feel so cold
Not only cold
But sometimes scared
I know I'm safe
But I feel strange
Like some one
Or something
Is watching my every move
Keeping every thing locked up
I don't move
Keeping my eyes locked onto the ceiling
As to keep my life a secret
From those watching
Waiting to see what I'll do next
Luckily it's only at night
In my bed
...
I hope
