I can't help it, I have been feeling so depressed lately. I want someone here to hold, someone that I can just lay with for hours on end. I don't like the feeling of being alone. I don't like the feeling of my queen size bed with only me in it, when I know it has more than enough room for another person. I want to cry into someones arms, not on a teddybear alone in the corner of my room, wanting to slam my head into the wall, so I don't have to wait to fall asleep.... In an instant, one blow to the head, and then I could sleep... Mom and Kris were fighting today, you think she would get rid of that lazy a**. He hasn't gotten a job and he has been here for almost a year. >.< I can't ******** believe my mom is keeping him here.
Pvt.CreamPuff · Fri Jul 15, 2005 @ 04:54am · 2 Comments |