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Something tells me that I do not have many friends. When I say friends, I mean friends who'd visit you in the hospital if you were there. I make this statement because I notice that I'm not everyone's favorite person to talk to. Then again, it is sort of my fault, since I don't really take initiative to be people's favorite person to talk to. Another reason, I have no lisence and I live at least twenty miles from just about everybody I know and I'm out of the loop so I have no idea about what's going on. On the other hand, I never inquire about future get togethers. I'm beginning to get depressed again because I don't have what I think I need. Emphasis on the word think, a relationship won't help me get into college, but it sure would help in giving me something to look forward to other than Algebra II. It seems that everything else is moving forward while I stand still.