[I don't even know why I bother anymore... stare ]
This song, I swear to God, is like my own personal theme song here lately:
Motivation
What's the difference of never knowing at all?
When every step I take is always too small.
Maybe it's just something I can't admit but lately,
I feel like I don't give a s**t.
[chorus]
Motivation such an aggravation,
Accusations don't know how to take them.
Inspiration's getting hard to fake it.
Concentration never hard to brake it.
Situation never what you want it to be.
What's the point of never making mistakes?
Self-indulgence is such a hard habit to brake.
It's all just a waste of time in the end.
I don't care; so why should I even pretend?
[Chorus]
Nothing's new, (everything's the same).
It keeps on dragging me down, (it's getting kind of lame).
I'm falling further behind, (there's nothing to explain).
No matter what you say, nothing's gonna change my mind.
Can't pretend on doubt until the end.
It seems like leaving friends has become
This years trend and though I can't pretend.
I'm afraid of being this way.
It's not the same, but who's to blame,
For all those stupid things I never said?
[chorus]
Never what you want it to be.
Never what you want it to be.
This song, I swear to God, is like my own personal theme song here lately:
Motivation
What's the difference of never knowing at all?
When every step I take is always too small.
Maybe it's just something I can't admit but lately,
I feel like I don't give a s**t.
[chorus]
Motivation such an aggravation,
Accusations don't know how to take them.
Inspiration's getting hard to fake it.
Concentration never hard to brake it.
Situation never what you want it to be.
What's the point of never making mistakes?
Self-indulgence is such a hard habit to brake.
It's all just a waste of time in the end.
I don't care; so why should I even pretend?
[Chorus]
Nothing's new, (everything's the same).
It keeps on dragging me down, (it's getting kind of lame).
I'm falling further behind, (there's nothing to explain).
No matter what you say, nothing's gonna change my mind.
Can't pretend on doubt until the end.
It seems like leaving friends has become
This years trend and though I can't pretend.
I'm afraid of being this way.
It's not the same, but who's to blame,
For all those stupid things I never said?
[chorus]
Never what you want it to be.
Never what you want it to be.