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My friends treat me like crap, I'm finding it harder to concentrate, my life is just a big blurr of bore and depression.
I know I can't do nothing about this because I am not young enough to be on my own and do things with risks greater than being grounded or something, but you, your an adult, you can try new things! When your kids are at school, go to a spa, give yourself a treat, do something you like to do, go hang out with your friends when you can, or maybe begin writing! You can create your own worlds of imagination and never grow bored (unless your not meant to be a writer!). You can pursue the goals you once had that maybe you never accomplished.
Get some hobbies maybe, like most mom's like having gardens, maybe you should pick out your favorite flowers, and create the most wonderful relaxing garden in the world right in your very backyard!
As for your kids, well, it could be just me, but most of the time kids feel they aren't being given enough attention, that a parents love is more focused on one child than the other(s). Thats how I often feel, so maybe you should recall those days of when you were a kid, did you ever have any siblings? Did you ever feel jelous of some gift or attention? Place yourself back in that mind set, then put it into your perspective, I'm not saying that they are like this, but thats how I feel, with my frineds not just my family, so maybe your kids are just trying to say they want your favorite love (however you'd say that) because they feel ones preferred over the other. But I dont know your family, so thats just my self-observing guess.
Hope I helped, being overwhelmed and feeling like you have nothing to look forward to in your future is never a fun feeling, even at my young age, though I pretend not to think this much (its how I resist having mis-understanding friends to make fun of me).