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Awe hun I'm sorry to hear you feel that way. I hope you feel better now. Maybe it's something else deep down thats truly bothering you you're just unsure what. Maybe some bad had happened in your past? maybe an ex or maybe it's financial? I'm not to sure I don't know much about your life? Maybe you're just exhausted and tired and looking after your boys is just wearing you out. When ever I feel like that I take a hot bubble bath and just relax. Drink some hot tea too just to calm your nerves.

Its easy to feel lost and misunderstanding of an emptiness that you feel. I often feel this way about things.
What I suggest is you just take some quiet time, maybe with some food, candy or chocolate of course! And just sit there, relax, get warm and cozy, and think. What is depressing you, whats been bothering you, if its necessary let a few tears spill. Its the only way to understand the pain, and sometimes eliminate it.