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feb 25, 2008
for just another day i felt empty... cry i don't know what to do or sholud i do a thing??? i'm afraid of every moves i make now for him and for myself... cry i never wanna be his chain that's the last thing in my mind but why do things came up like this??? all i want is to be with him almost all the time but i don't even know that loving him so much is like putting him into a chain which he wants to throw!!! crying crying crying i wan't to give him his freedom because i'm too afraid that he'll reject me soon crying crying crying he's my strength my one and only love i don't know what to do without him... crying crying crying please GOD help me pass this test crying crying crying