well i feel stupid -.- i had a fight with my boyfriend today and it made me realize howmuch of a looser i am.. i dont have a job and the only two jobs ive had lasted less then 2 months.. were in the middle of moving and i keep telling him ill pack while hes at class but i dont because i just dont want to, i dont want to move to a new place, and when i do pack its only because hes helping me and he gets mad because i say ill do this but dont unless hes helping me..
to top things off i had a dream yesterday about someone i care about thats back in maine.. we havent taked in so long and i miss her.. i feel stupid cuz whenever i try to talk to her online she never says anything back and that kind of hurts cuz we had a thing once i think and i messed it up cuz i was scared.. i dont know.. im just going to go downstairs and wait for my boyfriend to get home and yell that i didnt pack again..
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