Thats it!
I know why I can't sleep @ night
I'm so tired but for months this feeling
I've been smothering hiding it from everyone including myself
I'm scared! Can you believe it I'm scared!
I'm scared of being alone in a new atmosphere
I'm going to college to make a good life for myself, support myself and my lover and I'm scared!
I say I don't know but oh my gosh its as clear as glass!
I don't want to go to college because I'm unsure if I can become what I consider a successful person-I'm too hard on myself
I'm scared I'd fail
I'm so scared of being alone in a strange town with strange people
I've never been far from home
specially without someone I know
Thats it!
I'm scared to become something
I'm scared to walk on my own two feet
I'm scared to do something without someone holding my hand
I know why I can't sleep
I'm scared...
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