I couldn't sleep well in these 2 days... And I sleeped a little when I shouldn't....
My head was hurting because I was thinking too much in what to do....
So I decided...
Still need to talk w/ my dad
But this is my decision, instead to choose just do the college or just study another year for another college test, Why not do the college and do the preparatory course for college test in the end of year?
Still need to check if I can make 6 months of college and lock the registration, and the other six months, study for another college test in the end of the year.
My plan still have lots of holes, like still need to check if it's possible.
If not, maybe I'll try to do both in the same time.... It would be a crazy try, I don't know if emotionally speaking I'll be able to handle.
Geez.... let's see the outcome...
If I don't try I'll never know if I'll handle.
It's somehow a bet in my resistance. because my feelings are like a rolecoaster ~.~
anyways, if I didn't put what I think clear, sorry for my bad english
good point in this reflexives days. Got one weak point in myself. I'm much more sensible than I thought. Seens like because of that, I usually feel more sad than I should for what others say.... Need to change it
Because I'm tired to have a weak willpower...
I'm tired to fall in despair and don't be able to overcome it...
I'm tired to be hiding myself because I'm too shy to face the world!
I want to change!
damn.... I'm still scared as always =.=
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Why not use this name again? =p
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