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if the guy and the girl from kurosagi do not end up together at the end, or if there isnt even the slightest hint that they get together, i will be so upset. Because at least in Gokusen they hinted at it at the end because everyone was like, yes i like her. omg i will fight for her hahaha and it was a happy ending! But if this just turns out to be some blahh ending like in inuyasha about how i was so "happy to be able to share this experience with you" i might honestly contemplate depression for at least 20 minutes.

It would ruin my life for like... well... not very long but the after shock and the effects of it will surely amount to everything else that dissapoints me in life and if i ever have a nervous breakdown that will be one of the triggers.

Therefore: I really really hope they end up together. Plus they would be such a acute couple. and he pretends he is all emotionless and whatnot but he is ALWAYS CRYING. i mean yehhhh okay his family was killed but i wouldnt cry about it infront of people! and since the only person he cries in front of is HER it obviously means he feels most comfortable around her.

That is, unless my basic knowledge of the world and how people function is really twisted and retarded. which it probably is. I should go to TOK next week... i havent been in like 2 weeks. Who knows, i might actually learn something. But frees with Meike sounds like so much more fun! I only skip because hana's not here. jeez.. =[

or else i will have to sit by myself in the back of the class and draw retarded stuff for 45 minutes while being bored because she is my only friend in TOK. sighsigh.

Tessa is acting like a WHORE. I didnt do anything to her (except probably tell jonny she was a whore and sort of say some small irrelavant nasty things about her but SHE WAS SPREADING STUFF ABOUT ME FIRST when it wasnt ANY OF HER BUSINESS. At least i can turn the length of her skirt in early march into my business if she spends 10 minutes complaing about the cold to me) but apparently she hates me.

I suppose i could figure out why via msn but this would take up so much time and i kind of hate msn... maybe i will log on for 10 minutes though... because i seem to have made it clear to jonny that i hate him which is kind of bad... since he is my friend and all... sighsigh... maybe that is why she is mad...

Hm... and matthijs probably has something to do with this... i really cant trust him anymore he has turned into a complete wanker. jeajajaja. this is what happens when people form "cliques". Jeez. that tessa has ruined so many peoples lives without noticing... sigh sigh.

although it is unfair to blame it all on her. I mean she probably has some kind of mental trauma or something or doesnt know it. Plus, isnt it a rule that every action has and opposite or equal to reaction? (OMG PHYSICS! haha)

It doesnt just count in science... this is the way the world functions acording to many people... oh well i cant be bothered to get philosophical... i will just catch up really quickly on stuff and sign off. good good. and block paul while i am at it. that creep.