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I dreamt that I was apart of the big brother big sister program and the last half of my dream was really confusing. In my dream, it had snowed through the night and in the morning, I was told that a little girl about 6-7 years old had been buried in her back yard. I rushed over and in the backyard I skimmed through the snow with my shovel until I unearthed a boot. She wasn't very deep so i was able to quickly uncover her. I held her as I ran to my vehicle and as I ran I breathed warm air into her mouth to try and start her breathing again. Just before I got to the car, her eyes opened even though she was still frozen stiff. She had the bluest eyes and the palest skin. Her eyes never left mine and I stopped running. Then, she asked me, "Is it too late to change your mind?" And then I felt a small twinge of ache in my heart and said "Yes." And I began again to walk quickly over to the vehicle once more while saying to her, "No matter how bad your life is, or how alone in the world you feel, for your own sake if for no one else, you have to hold on and survive."