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Torn
By: Kira Saikosai

Trapped within a hurricane of confusion....
all just because of a minor contusion...
on my body called life.

my past is my weakness...

Here I am.
spiraling within these mixed emotions....
I’m losing myself.

torn in opposite directions....
good and evil,

the love of my life.... is within good
my past.... within the evil.

it seems either way I will die from the fall...
so what's the point of losing it all?

to die alongside the one I love,
to watch him land with gravity's shove?

which side should I choose?

if I don’t choose quickly,
I will be spit out.

hurdling thousands of feet above the ground
to fall to my death,
unleashing a bloodcurdling sound.

instantaneously my face will kiss the concrete.
showing a love no one's eyes should ever meet...

so do I choose good... or evil?

the future I cannot see,
I rest my life with you
my fate resides within thee.