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Why do I seek her approval? Why? All she seems able to do is make me cry. Every little thing I cling for her response. And for what? To be brought down in scattered pieces. Why do I summit to this torture? Why can't I just do things for myself? Why? If I like it she hates it. Even if I tell her I love her like I do. Why do I say it? No doubt its true she's my mother! but in return she scolds me for saying it. Does she even want me? By the way she treats me, no. Why do I seek her approval? She will never approve.