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Wow, so I'm 18. And it doesn't really feel any different. Of course, I'm old enough to drink and drive (too bad to Americans who can only buy alcohol at 21, I say XP - and WHY would they let you drink and drive at the same age? Doesn't make any freakin' sense, it's like they're telling you to go out and get drunk and drive and crash into a tree or something) - but other than that, it feels no different. I didn't get any presents IRL, of course - the people in school certainly could care less, and my parents think I'm too old for presents anyway. I try, of course, to tell myself that it doesn't really matter, that I don't mind - but sometimes I wonder why I've been relegated to such an outsider status IRL. Funny, innit? Perhaps it's cause I'm not as... outgoing or as social as I have to be, in order to get noticed.
It just isn't really my style, though. And I'm most definitely not going to change myself to fit others' needs; I'm not going to be like that girl in After School Nightmare, the one without a face and a heart, who had given herself away to be popular and get into a good college. Yeah, I've recently started reading that manga, it's pretty good. Thank goodness I read it in Chinese, it's twice as expensive in English and I really could do without the extra financial burden. (After all, I did go out shopping on my birthday and bought myself things just because I could.) Other than that, I've done a few drawings Okane ga Nai style... Can't say I'm extremely happy with how some of them turned out, but in comparison to the art that you might find in the R&C, I suppose I should be very grateful. Right? XP I can't ever draw myself though, it's funny. I can draw anyone, but when it comes to my own avatar...
*Art talents just fly out of the window* X_X
Yeah. Anyway, Voulez is doing good! My RP life is awesome. ^^ It might be cliched, but whatever <3333 I should really make an IC journal post soon, heh. xDDD But it's like kinda embarrassing you know. X_X Like... like I'd be absolutely gushy anyway. XDDD I'm thinking of sticking with my current avatar FOREVER, I am quite poor and desolate now. X_X I used to have such a nice high gold count. x_X But anyhowww. I jus tHAVE to stop buying all the first generation evolving items. X_X And everything will be okay.
I just keep thinking that they'd be good investments anyway. But it makes my gold supply extremely volatile. X_X So prone to inflation and whatnot, and then you don't dare to sell anything lest it rise further. Anyhow. I intend to sell the Bian5th soon enough... (not the Bian4th - Alexis gave that to me ^^ <3333) but anyway! ^^;; (T'was an impulse purchase, I swear X_X)
Have I ranted enough? XDDD I think so! ^^
AngelRaz · Sat Mar 22, 2008 @ 12:05pm · 1 Comments |
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