Wow, Thursday night at Alateen was horrible. I saw what's-his-face there of course and we were getting along really well. Then Sierra walked in and ruined everything. She's so ******** perfect and I hate her.
She had no right to steal Malcolm away from me! I feel like a little kid that wants to say "I saw him first!" She's so unique and herself and that must have been a real turn-on for him because he wouldn't stop giggling with her and finishing each others sentences. It made me sick. I had a perfect thing going with him, thanks. Only until she messed it up.
We had to split up because the groups were too big and of course those two were in the same group together. Meranda told that they played footsie at one point and at another Sierra told them about how she was dumped the night before. Oh wow. What a way to put yourself out-there, b***h.
And at the end of the meeting, she told him to exchange e-mail address and phone numbers with her. Of course he couldn't refuse that.
I think my heart broke that night. I know that sounds horribly cliche, but that's exactly how I felt. I now know what it's like to be emo 24/7. It's a terrible feeling. My heart felt like it was going to explode because there were so many pent-up emotions trying to escape from me.
My mom said that they were just new to each other and they were just getting used to each other. It was also a full moon the next night and that's why they and everyone else at the meeting were acting so strange and crazy (including me).
Now I guess if they are going to get together then oh, well. Kudos for both of them.
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