I guess im glad in some ways...now that its over I suppose I dont need to worry about the pain anymore...right? No....I wont lie, its not over, it wont ever be over, because every time I close my eyes I'll see the demon, I'll be drawn back into that fake smile and those deadly tears once again. This curse will never be gone, I'm branded for life now, I'm left as just a mere shadow of what I once was, my heart is gone, my eyes are lifeless and the lower these ladders get on my arms the thinner my blood will be. You know it and I hate you for it. You know I'm shattered, that there is nothing left for you too get anything out of... Yet you keep coming back... You keep pretending like your sorry just trying to get a cheap thrill out of seeing what I've become. You're proud arent you...thats what this is, your just finding excuzes to admire you art, as abstract as it is, and believe me babe, im abstract for im nothing now. Sure, I could move on, I could have a beautiful wife, loving kids but you wouldnt ever leave would you, you'd stalk me through the darkness wouldnt you, like the boogeyman from our childhood. You'd become the monster in my shadow...
Well guess what hun....Dead men dont have shadows....
Well guess what hun....Dead men dont have shadows....
...You broke it once and now it can't be fixed.
