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Dont Get Fooled To much about love.. . . .

one time that happend 2 me..

i was gr6 he was a 1st year high school
he was known as a gay but it was only acting so he could make everybody laugh..

one day me as a gr5 someone hugged me when i came out of our class room,
but i was hot blodded that time because my classmates were verry noisy..
after he hugged me he asked my name then i said "why do you wanna know??"
i was freakin' mad while asking the question but he just pulled my I.D. then so my name so i pulled it back....

then i ran outside the school campus while my heart was pumping verry fast
saying"who was that guy?"
i blushed then i became happy....
...then i came bak walking and saw the guy's bestfriend...
i called her and asked.. who was that guy? she said..
oh he is our newbie classmate"mark"

so i said what a nice name icon_3nodding.gif he came my crush for the whole year

....mark was a short,cute,wears glasses,nice,not the smart......
he had many friends....
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The time Came when i was gr6 he became first year...

he asked me to be his girlfriend..

so i answered YES!! happily!!
it was september that day..

weve been couples for 5 months
...................but.........................







he loved me 1 month only.....september.....

the 4 months were wasted

our relationship was a crap






one day.. January 27......

he broke up with me


so i cried..
his bestfriend was shocked why am i crying....
i said we broke up
she became mad at mark because his best friend was my bestfriend too...
because of my best friend was mad at mark..
i just stopped crying... from the outside...
i told my bestfriend... it's ok...
but me from the inside im not nd it's not ok...


when time passed....

february came.....

i talked to his other bestfriend denise..
i asked
if mark is ur best friend
u would know everything about him..

so i asked...
why did mark break up with me...

she replied..

he doesnt love you..

he loves alyanna...

i was just shocked and just laughed

hahahaha ......(tears of joy)

i said really??......

i said
why did he asked me to be his girlfriend if he loves alyanna
i loved him so much..with ol my heart
but WHY????

she replied
it was a bet..

what!! i replied

w-what bet?? w-wat bet r u talking about???

he used u..

Y?????????i said...

she said: he used u to prove everyone that he is not gay he is a real guy,boy,man..

im gonna kill him
i just said.....

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so i learned something....
it was okay....

but til now we arent talking to each other...... emo.gif