At last I fall to suicide.
Give up my selfish pride.
Did i do this to my self?
Did I want to end this hell?
Was it me who fell?
or was it all a mistake.
The days memories i cannot fake.
Was it my life I tried to take?
I question every thought of mine.
Going back so long a time.
I thought I beat my dark disappear.
But it's sneaking back it is I fear.
I thought my pride would hold me high.
Thought maybe even I could fly.
But now I've lost faith in my self.
Was it me I tried to kill?
Or just a days pain I wanted to fill.
They all think my life I tried to end.
Now it's their sad looks is what I fend.'
I guess I'll never know.
If Deaths dark seeds I tried to sow...
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