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Today I had to wake up like super early, and I so did not want to since it took me forever and a century to fall asleep last night. So I went to the dentist to have my permanent cap put on my tooth. I like this place because everyone is pretty cool and really funny especially my dentist man. Last time when I went to have a route canal he had this black lady helping him and she was such a riot, I really liked her. So this time I was really hoping to get her again, but instead I got the really really hot guy that works there. It was really awkward because I knew he worked there but I didnt really ever want him working on my teeth because I'm kinda nervous around hot guys. And I was sitting in the waiting room and I saw him keep walking by and looking in on me and I was like praying to myself "Please don't let me get him!", but of course I did. After waiting there forever he finally came out and called my name and I was all smiley but inside I was going "Bullshit!!" evil So then he took me back and he started asking me how I was doing and I was totally playing it cool cool ............I hope sweatdrop and he started to check my teeth out and he smelled sooooo good.....and things were so quiet, usually I like to talk through these things, but couldn't speak if my life depended on it. I really despise that feeling. I kept eyeing him when I was sure he wasn't looking and secretly hoping that he would let his arm slip and touch me inappropriatly twisted ....but like that would happen. Then my dentist came in and started to check things out and I'm so comfortable with him and we were talking and joking, I wonder if that made that other dude feel weird, like maybe he thought I didn't like him(you know...working on my teeth wise). so then he finished up and I left, and after I leave the dentist I always feel really good for some reason. And then I started thinking about it and was like,"I really, really like dentist guys."(most of the dentists I've gone to have been really good looking and really cool) maybe the next time I see Tim(one of my brothers best friends and the dude I secretly tell my friends I'm gonna marry) whee I'll tell him he should try dentistry. He's a really smart guy, he just doesn't know what he's going to do, so he's trying a bit of everything in college. He's a total dork and isn't the best looking guy but I've known him since I was little and he's always been such a sweetheart to me. So yeah I've been secretly in love with him forever, wanna fight about it? evil .........kidding I think he'd make a good dentist......or maybe I just want to fool around in the dentist chair........the world may never know............that would be pretty hot though.

ps. Kim don't tell your mom about all this...I would never hear the end of it because she would call me delusional and then call my mom and my mom would make fun of me but then tell my dad and he would get all mad and be like "what!?!" since he doesn't trust guys and when I was living with Andy I wanted Tim to stay over...... so then he would yell at me and cause a big scene and forbid me to ever see Tim for the rest of my life even though Tim doesn't know i like him at all. And then mom would also tell Andy and Daniel and Daniel would make fun of me until the day I die and Andy would never let Tim come around anymore because he's super protective of me too. And then my plans would be ruined gonk

ps again- I'm so delusional (but you know that that would all happen kim so seriously, don't tell your mom) heart pirate

Well until next time, from a scale from one to awesome, I'm totally great! 3nodding

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