I am in a funk!!! A funky funk!!! Still wearing boot...at least until May 29th. That means my big dreaded 3-0 will be bootin!! Crabby spunk lickin! That was my alternative to bad words. I am not looking forward to that turn in my life...maybe that is the cause of my funk. Maybe I am sick of my foot sweating...maybe that could be it. Maybe it is because I have no clue what I am doing. So far every turn I have made in my life has been disaster and it isn't until after I have taken it I see it. My first marriage, the second one too. Neither were what I needed but did anyway...what if????? Now...here I am just moments, breaths away from another decade and what do I have to show for my choices and turns? Yes I do have my son...Yes I do love him and do not regret him, but what exactly do I have to give him??? IDK! Remember this is just a funk, I'll be ok after I wake up in the near future and look into that new decade and see maybe I still have time. For now, it just scares the hell out of me. burning_eyes
yerhtiwevolni · Tue Apr 08, 2008 @ 12:57am · 0 Comments |