I hate them so ******** much! They will ******** pay for a trip to germany for my older sister but won't spend any money on me. THey won't spend even ******** 36$ goddamn dollars but they'll spend over a hundred for my older sister. I HATE THEM!!!! I want to leave.
I'm on the verge of tears right now. My parents are assholes. They don't spend money on me, they won't take me anywhere, they won't do anything for me but they do all this s**t for my sisters. Especially my older sister! I hate them so much.
They do everything for Shannon but nothing for ******** nothing!
This is a poem about how my parents make me feel:
They don't believe in me,
I'm a worthless piece of s**t.
What I want doesn't count.
What they want, they get.
I feel like I'm useless, nothing, unimportant.
I cry a lot more at home...
They cause me such sadness.
I'm lost...crying right now alone.
No one cares...no one sees
The tears running down my face.
I'm breaking quicker now.
I feel like my life is a waste.
The depression is eating away at me.
I slowly sinking with a smile on my lips.
I'm not happy, I'm hiding.
My heart....my heart rips.
I feel lost and lied to.
I feel hurt and abused.
I'm sorry for any pain I've caused.
I feel only to be used.
...Then I'll be thrown away.....
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