This didn't happen today....
Yesterday I really wanted to do one thing while my mom was debating on whether she should let me do it or not. I guess I threw a tantrum and well things for us got worse by the second. Our car broke down and wouldn't start back up. My mom was so frustrated. I just made it worse to the point that she began to cry... My heart just froze. I couldn't believe that she was actually crying. For the first time in my life since I was born. I have never seen her shed a single tear for any reason and to think that me wanting my way could have done that. I felt so bad.. My mother has sacrificed so much for the sake of her children and there I was being stupid and selfish. Before our car was towed away, she said that she never wanted us to go bad. If we somehow get steered the wrong way. Whether it be doing drugs or failing in school.. she told us that if anything happens like that. If commiting suicide is what it'll take for us to be good again then that's exactly what she'll do. I was so scared. I couldn't help but cry also....
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