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Pitter pat, the angel on my shoulder
Is haunting me tonight
Tick tock, the clock is getting louder
Ready for me to decide

I've lost my sense of right and wrong
Well-justified my soul to carry on
It feels so damn good to write off the rules
But when a new day breaks, I'm left a fool I'm such a fool

Hmm, it seems today I'm more confused over every thing. I don't know. Why are these dreams becoming more and more frequent. These foolish feelings are only going to make things worse. I feel as if I'm Edna Pontellier. The thing is, I've already awakened long ago, so what is this? It seems my consuming passion, and lesser loves are finally confusing me. I just need to clear my head of Mike. Ever since, valentine's day, he's been lingering in my mind and I feel so bad about it. I don't want to hurt my Doll. He's the only one I want but these thoughts... I JUST WANT TO SCREAM MY LUNGS AWAY!!!!! scream confused My Doll, where are you? I need you now, to have you hold me and never let me go. To feel your kiss. To hear your heart beating fast, as mines follows. To see those eyes that see right through me, those dark beautiful eyes...