Before we begin our journey through the small space I call my profile, you probably want to know a little about me, so I will tell you why I call today the present.
Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart. To handle yourself, use your head; to handle others use your heart. Anger is only one wrong turn and one letter away from danger. If someone betrays you, its his fault, if he betrays you again, its your fault. Great minds discuss ideas; average minds discuss events; small minds discuss people. He who loses money has lost much; he who loses a friend has lost much more; he who loses hope has lost all. Beautiful young people are a mistake by nature; beautiful old people are works of art. Learn from your mistakes because you can't live long enough to make them all yourself. Friends like you and me... add a person... and then we were three...we started our group... our circle of friends... and like that circle... the was no beginning and will never be and end. Yesterday is history we made, out tomarrow is a mystery, today is our gift to see and THATS why I call it the present!
Item List:
Pearl Drop Earrings
Black Tie
White Paper Cat Band
Jenny's Secretive Open-Toe Shoes
White Stockings
Maids Dress
Elegant Pearl Drop Choker
New quest, yay^^ Gotta do something different every once in a while!
WAIT A MINUTE!
THOUGHT PROCESS INGAUGING!
CONFIDENCE RAISING
AND!!! AND!!
I lost it...
A very smart person once said:
Love is but the discovery of ourselves in others, and the delight in the recognition.
Then they said:
Never draw a circle around the name of the one you love, draw a circle, for a heart is easily broken while a circle goes on forever.
LOVE FRUITS BASKET!
i should have known when i gave you the key you would only lock me up inside the hate i now feel for myself.
Would you take the time to notice...
Before it is too late?
Life without love is like a broken pencil, there is no point.
Quietly sitting in my mind to hide from the idiocy of the world along with the choice, the truth, or any of those other poisons.
Without knowing it, someone very close to me said something I may never forget,
I'm at a dead end on happiness.
I want you to know that i miss you so,
and that i still long for you to be here.
I want you to know how unhappy, though,
my soul does all with fear.
For what if i lend you my heart again,
to only find hate and betrayal?
The only thing to help me mend,
is a emotion long past stale?
Then i remember what you did,
and how i fell from high.
And still I hurt like a stupid kid,
Depression; Lonely; Shy.
But still inside my feelings sappen
when you promised a love to last.
Maybe too much has long since happened,
maybe too much has past...
I wish i could tell you how i long,
and hope that you would know,
that in my heart i know your fond,
of my stupid little show....
how i wish you could try to know
Total Value: 11,711 Gold
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Item List:
Coal Gunner Hat
Drop Dead Gorgeous Rose Skull Hairpin
Elven Ears
Cloud Zebra Top
Black Web Shirt
Hot Basic Skirt
Blue Dragon Tail
Jenny's Secretive Open-Toe Shoes
Labu Necklace
Black Orchid Brooch
Chubbi Chicky
-There are times when silence has the loudest voice
watch this heart closely....very closely
"im dead to you already, so live and go away....and don't leave anything on my grave cuz ill be pissed and come haunt you for the rest of you worthless life, creep..."
*i check out my grave...*
i told you a*****e. no flowers.
don't you just love jthm?
-Some people think it's holding on that makes us strong when sometimes it's letting go
Tell me how much you cry, that your own wounds are salted by the tears that you shed from eyes that are blind to eveything but pain.
4laugh I do love Inuyasha^^ . God, i feel like a fan girl now... emo
lust filled regret
serenity
perfection and purity
your enduring loyalty
your heart of ice and eyes of fire
telling lies they burn desire
in your mind and in your wake
watch as people change and fake
just a chance your heart to take
rejected in sadness the lesson told,
soul seems frigid in bitter cold
in my mind the light is dim
and some will scream i'm full of sin
with those weights i learn to swim.
then in darkness i see your light
though its wonders not in sight
and still the flame your soul will shine
and as the hourglass slips its time
she'll get to say your heart is mine
my life and dreams not to be filled
the dager cascading down, regrets now still
b***h
burning in hell is the least you could do,
for all of the s**t that you've put me through,
How can you smile and be so happy,
when all you can do is make my life crappy?
How can you stand your own smell?
asking forgiveness from me like a puppy,
turn around and be just as evil, jelous and greedy.
word sharpened daggers fly through the air,
piercing your loved ones no thought nor one care.
is this what you really want?
whats said is said,
i've no time to spend,
im done with you,
no feeling new
no more time,
no more chances,
no more words,
no more tears for crying,
no more of my life to waste on your self conscious lieing
This is a short story that i thought sounded pretty cool^_^
The Mind of Another
The rain slipped all color to the sky....
She stared at the grass before her. There she stood, thinking her own thoughts, wondering how it felt to be with company. Her eyes,wide and distant, saw nothing but her own mind. It was fine, that she saw nothing,because reallity was never really the quesution, just the piece to invoke them. It was fine, that she knew the answers to these puzzels, but she found time to pick up the puzzel that really mattered, the one of herself. Who was she? Why was she? Would anyone care...again?
"You are the maiden cast with grey eyes,fair skin, and a dire need of judgement. You are the one who stood alone through the gates of heaven and hell. You are the one who no longer wishes to be alone, no longer wishes her mind numb, no longer wishes her side empty, just like it has been for all these 12 years. You are just as i"
She stood frozen, her back to him, the sacred silence of thought broken by the true words he spoke.
"You were no angel by god and no demon by Devil. You were set aside by both, neither having use of your already deemed worhtless life. You were lead by the last ones you thought you could trust; you let them guide you ahead to ultimately be stabbed in the back just as your own family did before."
She had lead for feet. The hot tears of bitter anger seared from her eyes, leaving small trails along her cheeks. Her frozen heart was sinking to her lead feet.
In your disbelief from all of the torture and torment, you seperated yourself from everyone, even the people who loved you and cared about you. You made a self imposed imprisonment not even you could get out of. You locked yourself away for if no one could see you, no one could abuse you, want you. You left behind your earthly disorder, but in your blind escape also left behind serenity.You must see this now.... it has been 12 years now..."
She knew what she had lost a long time ago, a time when the time was too late, the same time when time lost its meaning. Had she really been away for 12 years?
Disowned by your trusted, malevolence from your loved, infedelity by your own god. Hurled into despair, drawn ino desperation, you did all you could think..."
She fell to the ground as he tried to catch her, and though successful, he was unable to finish his statment. Even in his arms, the arms she knew were familliar, they felt strange, she felt cold and alone, dejected and abandodned, just like the day she sealed herself here. "Condemned to long, to desire, for what can no longer be attained. "
She raised her head to match his glaze. And there they sat, engrossed in each others soul, one as pale as rainclouds, one as lonely as a raindrop,melancholly both they stared.
"You could never know. I've been called much, but not a liar. They call me reckless, vulgar,vile,worthless, they call me all they portray themselves.Forever it seems i have lived with those last words of irony, that my sorrow shall evermore be nothing. So i have been...." she paused as if in pain,still in a halfhearted cry, "i am miserable in the wreched,"
"Pain that can't be felt. Be still, be silent."
He knew what she had been through. Every step of the way he had tried to be there, even when everone else had their backs turned or daggers poised.
She stopped crying, too exhausted to continue. one last time, she looked up to see the bright smile on his face, the one that kept her sane those years before her imprisonment. Her eyes, the color of rainclouds, his, the color of raindrops, met one last time as the greyness of her selfinflicted prison began to melt away into colors she had forgoten.
"Nothing can fix a broken heart but the love of another, so come, my bleeding maiden, lest you forget what it means to be human." The ones who walk alone are condemned to perish if no one is there to tell them why.........
Tell me..what do you see?
Forget Him
Forget his name. forget his face.
Forget the kiss, his warm embrace.
Forget the love that you once knew,
Remember he has someone new.
Forget him when they play your song,
Remember you cried all night long.
Forget how close you once were,
Remember he has chosen her.
Forget how you memorized his walk,
Forget the way he used to talk,
Forget the things he used to say,
remember he has gone away.
Forget his laugh forget his grin,
Forget the dimples on his chin.
Forget the way he held you tight,
Rmember he's with her tonight.
Forget the times that went so fast,
Forget the love that moved right past.
Forget he said he'd leave you never,
Remember now he's gone forever.
Just SHOOT me so I don't have to!
this is what i want to become someday, so i quest on for the items below. is you are so kind, i will acept any donations and work to help get donars items they quest, also^_^ thank you heart
Total Value: 69,954 Gold
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Item List:
Fox Tail
Black Web Strap Shoes
Black Web Shirt
Drop Dead Gorgeous Midnight Gown
Elven Ears
Black Web Stockings
Shadow Spirit
Shadow Spirit
Lucky Star
Total Value: 130,069 Gold
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Item List:
Fox Ears
Fox Tail
Drop Dead Gorgeous Midnight Gown
Elegant Pearl Drop Choker
Drop Dead Gorgeous Stone Skull Earrings
Black Fishnet Stockings[/url
Black Net Top
Celebrity Date
Shadow Spirit
Shadow Spirit
Edie Brickel said it best:
Swinging on the branches of a Broken Family Tree..
Join the moon clan, as advertisement for Kami-sama-Sensei!
My faerie form^^
Dragon's Space!
this just SCREAMED gaia all over it!
This is my Dragon from the Blue Moon Clan
Possibly the cutest dragon I've ever seen!!
Remeber, never draw a heart around the name of the on you love, always draw a cicle, for a heart is bound to break, while a circle goes on forever.
new poems coming soon!!
