You know Ive gotten so ise to having this wall up around me and I never let it down for anyone but for my family but for some reason I let it down for someone becaues I started to really love them when I knew I sould have just stayed in my own little world but I didnt I let that person in and it was fun for a bit for the first time I really felt happy but then it seemd like all we did was fight no matter what it was and you know what makes this worse is that she thinks i dont care and when I tell her I do she just dosent see it so i really dont know what to do Im just done with the fighting Im dont with the yelling Im done with everything im just going to go back behind my wall where I was happy and didnt have to worry about getting hurt
And sorry i know i never do this stuff Im judt not in a funny mood right now but this is how I feel
see ya guys
 Daemon_Angel02 · Tue Apr 22, 2008 @ 09:50pm · 0 Comments |
