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Aerith: I love Axel, I really do. But he can just be so insensitive. Yea he's a murderer. But I shouldn't have to put up with his rudeness! And I don't want some BS, half-assed apology from him.
*Larxene-O-Vision* (In which Larxene is so drugged up that instead of Aerith she sees a mail box)
Larxene: You're really bitchy for a talking mail-box.
-Ansem Retort #416

I dunno. I don't think so. At least, not always. I mean, we all have our moments when we just have to be bitches at some point in our lives, right?
So...back in my previous journal entries I've mentioned somethings about this girl and a huge fight we got into right?
Well. I've had enough with her. Enough of her. Too much of her.
Apparently, she's under the impression that I stabbed her in the back. Which, aha, get this...wait, wait for it...I didn't! :'D A friend called dyphis on her dad because she told our friend Shari that her dad abused her. So, Shari, being a good friend, called dyphis because she didn't want her friend living in a house where she gets abused by her dad. Isn't that just a terribly, horrible thing to do? Goodness me. I mean, GOD FORBID, she wants her friend to live in a safe environment. Right? HOW BAD IS THAT? So, once I told her that Shari shouldn't be in trouble (Cuz this chick flipped her lid when dyphis came over to her house) for doing the right thing, she automatically labeled me as a "back stabber." So, naturally, I wouldn't want to be friends with someone who calls me a back stabber. Plus, she was being waaaaaaaay over possessive of me. Like, fer smeriousliz. To the point that when we were talking at lunch (About Shari) and I got up to throw my garbage away, she [******** yelled at me, "WHERE ARE YOU GOING NOW?!"
Um, ok. Wtf. Girl, if I want to get up and throw out my garbage, don't I have a right to? And what the hell gives you the right to yell that at me? Even if I wasn't leaving to throw away my garbage, I sure as hell have every right to leave, whether you allow it or not.
So, yeah. Once the whole deal was settled, I wanted nothing to do with her anymore. So, we pretty much ended our friendship and sat at the same lunch table with each other more or less civilly.
Now here comes the part where I wanna shoot myself.
So, I was eating lunch with my friend Katy, and we were randomly talking about random things, like usual, minding our own business...When suddenly the girl who I've been trying to avoid since about February says something to me.
Her: Hey, can you give something back to Alora for me?
Me: Oh, uh...Sure.
Her: Cuz she traded me her headband for my Dramacon manga to borrow.
Me: (Thinks: I care?) Okaaay.
Her: Yea, she lent me her Naruto headband.
Me: Okaaay.
Her: Hey wait, don't you have a Naruto headband.
Me: Yea. (*Is confused as to what this has to do with anything*) It's Mist.
Her: : Um...I think I have your headband.
Me: (Thinks: WTF?!) Excuse me?
Her: Yea, well, when I traded Alora the manga to borrow, she lent me this headband. It wasn't until after I left her house that she told me it was yours. But I'll give it to you tomorrow.
And that's the point where I got to thinking.
1. Alora would NEVER trade anything of mine to someone I'm not friends with anymore, especially not under the current conditions.
2. If she knew it was mine, why the HELL didn't she give it back to me sooner?!
So naturally, the next day when she gave it back to me, I asked.
Her: *Gives headband*
Me: Hey, um, if you knew this was mine, why the hell didn't you give it back sooner?
Her: Because I didn't want you to think I'd stolen it!
Me: (*Has been playing too much Phoenix Wright*) ...You just contradicted yourself.
Her: : What?
Me: You're giving it back to me. Right now. Which is totally different from what you just said. You said you didn't tell me about it 'cuz I'd think you'd have stolen it, but here you are, telling me about it, and even giving it back.
(OKAY, SO HONESTLY, I'D BE A DAMN GOOD LAWYER, RIGHT? xDDDD)
Her: Yea, well, I went through my stuff the other day and found it and remembered it was yours and finally decided "Screw it" and to give it back.
Me: (Think: BS alert, BS alert, WHEE WHOO, WHEE WHOO, WHEE WHOO. lololololol.) Whatever. *Takes headband and leaves*
And that's when I realized I needed to talk to Alora. But she had been sick for about a week and I couldn't go over her house when she was sick and accuse her of taking something of mine. So I waited until Wednesday when I got a call from her telling me she was feeling better. I ran right over there, wearing my headband so I could see her reaction.
When I got there, we had a stare down. I looked at her. She looked at me. She saw my headband.
Alora: ....Ohhh. I was, uh...Wondering how long it would take before you...uh...
Me: ...We need to seriously talk.
Apparently, according to her, when she was over Alora's house, she took it home with her without asking. Alora never traded it (Surprise, surprise.), she took it. And when Alora realized it was gone, she called her up to tell her it was mine and that she had to give it back. But apparently, she refused. So gee, does that mean she stole it? Hm. And now what was she saying to me earlier? She didn't want me to think she stole it. Hmm. Why ever would I think that? *Rolls eyes*
Now, ok, I feel pretty bad for what happened next.
On Saturday, I slept over Alora's house, and I had been nagging Alora to talk to that girl about why she lied about my headband and blamed Alora previously. So, to make sure it was finally over and done with and the truth was finally out, I had Alora call her up on the phone. Apparently, she was under the impression Alora lent it to her, when she really didn't. But while they were on the phone, she heard me saying something and realized I was there. Whoopsies. Anyway, she wasn't too happy about that. She thought Alora was like sabotaging her or something and flipped. Again. Surprise, surprise. Anyway, Alora had to tell her she was planning on talking to her about the headband earlier, but she kept forgetting. She only remembered when I reminded her. One private convo between the two of them later, Alora thought she had gone suicidal. We consulted Alora's mom on what to do and then Alora called her up and spoke to her mom. I don't know exactly what happened, but she was in school today, so she's obviously not dead.
Now, I'm honestly upset about how things turned out that night and I'm truly sorry. Not that I would ever tell her, cuz Im ******** stubborn and apparently I'm a "STUCK UP, STUPID, BACK-STABBING b***h." I figure if I have to live with the title, I'm gonna ******** LIVE UP TO THAT TITLE.
And God, she sure has a big ego. She thinks I keep looking over at her during lunch. Ahahaha. No chance. If I wanted to look at a whore, I'd read playboy. Oh wait, playboy only takes HOT whores. Oh, right. Ahahaha. Silly me. Whoopsies.
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WHOOOOOOOOOOO. THANK GOD. I SO NEEDED TO TAKE THAT OUT OF MY SYSTEM. THANK GOD FOR JOURNALS.
Now I wonder, if I should switch this journal entry to private or friends...Nah.
Anyway. I'm gonna keep living. GONNA KEEP ON DANCING. WOOT. CUZ LIFE IS GOING FABULOUSLY FOR ME! ...Well, more or less!
I bombed a math test two weeks ago which probably brought my B to a C+. GOD I HOPE NOT. Dx I really need at least a B-! PLEEEEEEASE GOD?! KIRA?! DAVID BOWIE!? SOME OTHER HIGHER BEING OUT THERE?!
I also bombed a math quiz on Friday, but that's the new marking period. Phew. Gotta start pulling my grade up now.
Then there's science class.
OHMYGOD I HATE MY TEACHER.
All he taught us was ******** CALCULATIONS. NO BOOK WORK. AND HE ******** THREW A TEST AT US TODAY THAT NO ONE KNEW ABOUT. CAN YOU GUESS WHETHER I FAILED OR PASSED? Wheeew. That out of my system too. I KNOW I got a C in that class. No Ds, hopefully. I'll cry. Fer smeriousliez. I knew he wasn't gonna be a good teacher. Tolja so.
BUT. I HAZ MOTIVATION NAO. IN THE FORM OF AN ANIME CONVENTION. WOOOOO! GUESS WHO'S GOING TO ANIME NEXT, BABY?! (If I get totally awesome grades, that is!) So, now I gotta totally hit the books and get all As and Bs if I wanna go! Science will be the hardest. Gah
But seriously! MY FIRST ANIME CON! YAYYYYY! My friend Katy is gonna take me! She's gonna be Link and I'm gonna be the annoying little fairy that follows Link, Navi! YAY! It's gonna be GREAT! Imah be a BLUE FAIRY! Lol, no relation to Pinocchio whatsoever, mk? xD

OH. AND REMEMBER THAT BOOK THING FROM A FEW ENTRIES BACK? Yea well, apparently it's this ENTHUSIASTIC READERS luncheon in which I get to miss a WHOLE. DAY. OF. SCHOOL. AND EAT. WHILE I MEET SOME FAMOUS AUTHOR. PLUS IT'S ALL FREEEEEEEEEE! WOOT! HOW AWESOME IS THAT?

OH OMG HAY. ALSO. Today, I traded one of my TWO Pokemon Silver games for a Pokemon Sapphire! SAWEET. HOW COOL MAN? HOW COOL?

Right. Well, I'm pretty much done ranting. Just needed to vent to my journal. Whoo. I'm gonna go watch Nana now. Tata.
Yami out! ;D