((For those reading, this journal is a parallel one to Sailor Spring’s journal so you should really read both to get the full story.))
After we calmed both of our nerves, we were able to enjoy the rest of the evening at the carnival uneventfully. We went on the roller coaster. This was a new sensation for me. I had never indulged in sich things as carnival rides before. I was always busy trying to find new ways to get Beryl-sama as much energy as possible and gave no time for my own interests. Now with Beryl’s blessing I find there is some time to “follow my heart” which leads me to Bri-hime and to that roller coaster, where to be honest, I screamed like a girl. XD
I walked her back to the garden and she was again strangely quiet and subdued, until suddenly she collapsed face down into the grass. My heart nearly skipped abeat but I hopd it was just a passing thing and I helped her over to the roses she was so fond of just to sit and relax. Perhaps she was just tired from all the excitement. I gazed up at the stars as she rested in my lap. The stars were different than I last remembered and the place was different. Beryl had never before kept such a beautiful place as her daughter’s gardens. Perhaps Moonlight Knight and their happiness together was changing her. Somehow during my musings Bri-hime had fallen asleep so I took her in my arms to her room. She felt very warm, I could even feel it through my gloves and I was beginning to get worried. I laid her in her bed and covered her but one touch of her forehead told me something was wrong and I went to run for Beryl-sama to find out what to do to help Bri-hime….but she didn’t want me to go. I tried to explain that I wanted to get help but the words just would not come so I sat and waited thinking I would get help just as soon as she was asleep. The only thing I could think of to do was to lay a cold rag on her forehead because I had seen that done once before but beyond that, I was at a loss. I am a Tennou, a general endowed with enormous powers like the other Tennou. My hands can draw energy from countless humans at once if I will it but yet here I was completely unable to do anything for Bri-hime. The thought occurred to me that fighting, battles, and victories were not the only important things and I fervently wished in that moment that I was a healer.
So I did what I could. I kept the rag cold and then I took her hand in mine and just held it. The thought occurred to me that if I could absorb energy, perhaps this could be reversed, but I didn’t even know how to begin. I waited for Bri-hime to fall asleep but somehow in the process I fell asleep myself.
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