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Breaking up is hard to do
Okay, My friends told me that i need to express my feelings whenever they come up. So, i was sitting here playing games on Gaia to earn some gold when my ex IMed me. I can't find my Journal or even a pencil at the moment so i decided to write down how i'm feeling on here. My Boyfriend and i broke up a couple of months ago now but he still talks to me or, rather just IMs me since he moved to New Jersey. We boke up for many reasons. I hope that this isn't boring for you if your reading but please trust me it get seven better.
I met him last summer at the pool near my neighborhood. We talked and hung out for the rest of that day. He was sweet, kind, and funny. everything i ever wanted was him. He was like the perfect boyfriend. With the exception of HER. the HER i'm talking about is his ex girlfriend Juliann. I HATED her then and i hate her now. If it wasn't for her i might still be with him. Or at least i would have had a better 8 months when i was with him. HA! 8 months i wasted on him. Anyway, i met her a couple days after we started going out. she'd always come up to us when we were talking together and bud in. Once i tried to t ell him that i loved him and she interrupted us. I asked him to talk to her about it one night. He said he would. I wished however that i'd never said anything. because the next day, he broke up with me to go back to her.
I was hurt and i couldn't believe it. I cried for awhile but i eventually gotr over him. One day though about 4 or 5 months ago he came to my house and said that he had been an idiot and that Juliann was a total control freak and had only wanted him because she couldn't have him and that he wanted me back. i was foolish and i believed him. He broke my heart again. Now they both live in New Jersey Because their patents work for the same company and they were both transfered there. Isn't that just perfect?! I was so mad at myself and at him. But i was so mad at Juliann i could've killed her.
That is what i was feeling just now.
Adria * Claire
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