I never knew what love was till u came along. i thought I had loved before but i was wrong. You changed my life and all of the sudden everything looked brighter or clearer because i was loved. I had fallen into a depression even thoughts of suicide but we wont go there.....then all of the sudden i had summin worth liveing for....YOU!!! you showed me my life was precious and that people (especially you) cared. Then you turned it all around all of the sudden i was back where i satrted you didnt love me anymore. Seems now no-one does. I feel depressed and though i would never do it sometimes i just want to die. I cant sleep at night and cant think of nothing but you during the day. trust me I've tried moveing on and throwing myself at other guys but...it all lead back to that i couldnt be with them because my heart is full.....full of love for you. It kills me to be so far away.....I mean cause since i cant have you I at least wanted you to be around in my life. All though that only hurts too. A painful reminder of what we were and what we could of been! I know eventually life will move on but I dont wanna move on accepting that you dont love me anymore. It just hurts too much!
angelnwayne · Fri Aug 12, 2005 @ 12:51pm · 0 Comments |