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My boyfriend broke up with me the other day. . .
I couldn't breathe. . .
I went numb and couldn't feel anything. . .
He was acting strange and different, so I confronted him and he said he wasn't sure if he wanted to go out with me, when in reality, he was sure. I told him that he didn't ******** have to and that we were over... that shortly followed by a slam of my phone and violent pitterpatters on my keyboard to my Anthnoy. I texted him "******** you, you're an a**" and he called me back. At this moment in time the spoon was crying all of the tears that she stored for that day. He said "I'm sorry" and I screamed back "no you're not" through my tears and hung up.
Here's the thing, I loved him... I really, really liked him. He was the only one that made me happy by just saying hello or hi... He said he "love"ed me, and I was a fool to believe him. He's a dirty liar... A week ago we did some... things that lovers would do(NOT ANY FORM OF SEX xd ) and he said that he loved me and all this, and now he says "It's not you, it has nothing to do with you, I just don't feel like being in a relationship right now" I just...
I've never been this sad before. He was... almost everything
And then he pulls "did you think it was like we were goingto go out forever?!" one... He's just, completley changed... it's like he never ever gave a s**t about me
I can't stop crying.
And now he wants to be friends...
If you knew what has happened between us... and what we have done...
That's ******** IMPOSSIBLE
Nways, I sent him a rly nasty letter.
He says he feels bad, but, I don't believe him.
He's an immature a** hole!
I knew he was immature all along
and I admit, I should have listened to chris, and andrea, and anthony, and so many other people who told me to break up with him.
I just, I want to be held, and that's not possible at this moment in time.
I feel a lot better though... I actually feel somewhat... i d f k... relieved?
because, I can hang out with Spenser now... never got to before, because of nicholas. I just... I feel better, I don't like him anymore, because, there's too much hate. I hate that this happened. He broke my heart... I cnt believe it.
******** him.
I'm done.
Off to the Death<3note movie with Se-kun!
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 Spoon Chan · Sat May 17, 2008 @ 12:26pm · 1 Comments |
