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Shade's Journal
Random stuff I feel like putting down.
Things I hate
1. Giving people tons of time to think about decision only to have them wait until the very last minute when it can't possibley happen.
2. Publix and their damn rules for employee hairlength.
3. People who "RP" about molesting my girlfriend. (most of the assholes in the guild)
4. My mom when she's in a bitchy mood. (which is most of the time)
5. Trying to be optimistic for once in my pitiful life only to have it blow up in my face.
6. Whatever the hell is making my eyes red.
7. People who point out the obvious.
8. People who harp on you for making a statement about something you've never seen before.
9. When people give me hints that they want me to leave them alone instead of just ******** telling me.
10. People who try to correct me of my spelling before I've gone back and edited it.
11. People who continuously argue with me over why I should or shouldn't like a band/song.
12. Whoever thought it'd be a good idea to have the Xbox 360 stand on it's end.
13. People who openly say that they went on porn because they didn't see there boyfriend/girlfriend for a few days.
14. People who say something to me knowing that it will upset me or make me angry.
15. Annoying people (especially black girls, I have yet to meet a single one that wasn't obnoxious as hell.)
16. Girls who try to make records out of how many times they can get pregnant.
17. Trying to tell someone something and being interuppted 3 million times.
18. People who call me a million times if I'm unable to hang out right away.
19. When people say something hurtful and later say they were just kidding.
20. School work.
21. Preps.
22. "Gangstahs"
23. People who try to mess me up while I'm texting by hitting random buttons just to be an a*****e.
24. That my mom is okay with my girlfriend coming down here but she openly said she'd never let me go up there, which is completely ******** stupid.
25. Being in a relationship with the nicest, smartest and prettiest girl I could ask for knowing that I won't be able to see her all the time because of the ******** fact that we live in different ******** states and our parents do everything they ******** can to prevent us from seeing each other for short periods of times. My mom keeps asking me about all these other god damn girls at my school that I really don't give a s**t about indicating that she doesn't approve of my online relationship, even though she's never actually siad anything about not liking it. Kay is the girl I want to be with for the rest of my life, and i'll do anything to be with her, and I absolutely ******** hate everyone else who pisses me off, which is literally pretty much EVERYONE, who need to just ******** leave me alone and go crawl in a hole and die. I don't expect anyone to actually read through this entire rant but this is the way I feel, and anyone who puts rude comments or jokes about this entire thing is just getting added to this list. I can honestly say that the only people I truly care about are the people who I can only talk to via online messages or cellphones, in other words no one who actually lives in this ******** state. Now, if anyone actually read all of this, congratulations, you know how I feel right now. And if anyone who reads this happens to see I put something down here that you do, sorry, but that's just how I ******** feel about you doing it.






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Death_Bringer35
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commentCommented on: Thu May 22, 2008 @ 09:31am
I know this may seem like a sob story on my part but you have no idea how bad this made me feel. And you for one know that not many things make me feel bad in this world.
Yes I do realize that 18, 19, 21, are based upon me. That didn't even matter to me(much) when I read it because I know how you get when you're angry, and I have learned to accept that. But I must say 25 killed me inside. If you really don't like me just tell me and I'll get out of your life. I'm not saying this to make an argument out of it but I want to know whether I should continue caring about you like you're my brother, or whether I should just give up and not give a ******** like everyone else.

Casey you're my best friend and I know that you're going through a lot right now.
I'll be there when you come out of this. Like a brother should...


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