All the years I've tried
With more to go
Will the memories die
I'm waiting
Will I find you
Can I find you
We're falling down
I'm falling
I've converted to emo-ism lately.
Or so it seems.
When I'm out at work, or with friends(Not that I have many of those irl), I put on a happy face. Don't let my emotions show. Keep smiling and joking, making everyone else laugh and smile. Let them forget their worries.
...
As soon as I get home, and am sitting here on my computer...alone...
I wish I could cry some days.
But I can't.
I haven't truely cried, like sobbing sort of crying, since I was a child.
It all stems from my feelings for a certain young lady whose name I shall keep to myself, but who you all know.
Seems, by her RP comments, that's she's quite happy now.
While I'm wallowing in the depths of depression.
X__X
God I love how THAT WORKS!
I don't blame her though.
I'm a useless peice of s**t anyway.
Hey [/name]~!
Du
Du hast
Du hast mich
Du hast mich...
And you know it.
So yeah.
She's happy. I'm miserable.
I'm glad that she's happy....finally... I just wish that she could have been happy with me.
YES!
I AM A COMPLETE LOSER!
********!
That last bit is directed at anyone who feels the need to be annoyed at me, insulting towards me, or anything else negative.
I might be depressed more often then not.
But I'll still fight for what I believe in. I'll still stand up to people who stick their noses in my business without my consent. I'll still break my fist off up in yo asses if you start thinking you are better then me.
I know the pieces fit....
Here are the peices to my soul.
What you do with them is up to you.
I offer up this challenge to all who read this.
If you can comment, and make me smile, I will give you 10k gaia gold.
This is open only to my friends.
Got 124k that says no one comments....
With more to go
Will the memories die
I'm waiting
Will I find you
Can I find you
We're falling down
I'm falling
I've converted to emo-ism lately.
Or so it seems.
When I'm out at work, or with friends(Not that I have many of those irl), I put on a happy face. Don't let my emotions show. Keep smiling and joking, making everyone else laugh and smile. Let them forget their worries.
...
As soon as I get home, and am sitting here on my computer...alone...
I wish I could cry some days.
But I can't.
I haven't truely cried, like sobbing sort of crying, since I was a child.
It all stems from my feelings for a certain young lady whose name I shall keep to myself, but who you all know.
Seems, by her RP comments, that's she's quite happy now.
While I'm wallowing in the depths of depression.
X__X
God I love how THAT WORKS!
I don't blame her though.
I'm a useless peice of s**t anyway.
Hey [/name]~!
Du
Du hast
Du hast mich
Du hast mich...
And you know it.
So yeah.
She's happy. I'm miserable.
I'm glad that she's happy....finally... I just wish that she could have been happy with me.
YES!
I AM A COMPLETE LOSER!
********!
That last bit is directed at anyone who feels the need to be annoyed at me, insulting towards me, or anything else negative.
I might be depressed more often then not.
But I'll still fight for what I believe in. I'll still stand up to people who stick their noses in my business without my consent. I'll still break my fist off up in yo asses if you start thinking you are better then me.
I know the pieces fit....
Here are the peices to my soul.
What you do with them is up to you.
I offer up this challenge to all who read this.
If you can comment, and make me smile, I will give you 10k gaia gold.
This is open only to my friends.
Got 124k that says no one comments....
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