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Someone told this to me. For an RP or something.
It's really unreliable cause heck, we just met.
But as much as I want to say he is wrong, he wasn't that wrong.
Actually, he is quite right.
Right enough to make me think at least.
I have always only relied on speed.
On every game I've played, I tried to learn as much as I can as early as possible.
Made me bored of it afterwards.
Among everything, speed might have been the only thing I had to be proud of.
But hence, that speed doesn't last for long.
I get tired so easily that all the speed is gone in a couple of seconds.
I always try to be the fastest, cause I know I can't be the best.
I ain't smart enough to be no one in class.
I definitely can't be the strongest.
and now, I just realized, I'm slow enough to accept it.
I can't be the fastest either.
I can't be the best.
I can only be me.
I may be the best at something for a second.
But there is always someone better soon.
there is always someone better.
Or maybe someone luckier.
All I know now is,
that there is always someone who has more of something than I am.
It's still hard for me to accept,
cause jealousy always takes over.
But that's the way it is.
I am damn fast for now.
Damn lucky and whatever.
I just want it to be all over soon.
So then I will just be plain me.
Cause then, I will learn to accept what I have,
and not be jealous of everyone else.