Hey to anyone who actually has time to wander around and read this. I'm Luca-hana. This is my journal.
I guess i should bust out the new post with a short intro. I live in Germany as of now (military brat) and i'm 14. I am kind of cut off from any of my interests, being overseas, except for my new friends. I go to Ramstein High, and since school is what takes up most of my time, (duh) if i ever get free time that is probably all i'll talk about. Hence the reason behind the first post ramblings:
Attention All Males: if you do not want to read anymore about a girl's problems with you, turn back immediately!!! You have been warned...
Man... I really don't understand guys. I mean, you usually just invision a girl flirting and being all pathetic and giggly, but do guys flirt? If they talk to you and seem to show interest, does that mean diddly? Like if you're talking to a guy you really like, and you think he might have some interest in you (otherwise why would he waste his time?) then he just turns around and starts talking about other girls right in front of you... What's up with that?!
What are you supposed to do when that happens, start talking about guys you like? Or just smile and nod as your heart is punctured when he doesn't even mention your name. I mean, are y'all really that dense? I know i'm just in high school and it's really not like me to talk about love interests, but that's just the thing. I started this journal to talk about the things i can never talk to anyone else about.
The guy i mentioned in the above paragraph, likes one of my friends. And man is he all she talks about! stressed I don't know why, but it just makes me feel like she's intruding when she talks about him. I don't want to say anything, cause she's my freind, and I know she has a much better chance than me. But honestly, she could have any guy she wants! And isn't it just my luck that the one guy i have a crush on is one of the many she has a crush on? gah...
I can't talk to any of my friends, cause i'm afraid they'll tell her. And then it would be all awkward and that could destroy our friendship... Anyone who read all the way through that rant and has any idea for a solution to my problem, please comment. Maybe i should get professional help... stare
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~*Luca*~
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...Of course, common courtesy still applies. Oh, and, please, don't tell me any secrets about you, I more or less tend to tell people that if it's something that isn't positive, they shouldn't tell me.
...Oh, and not all guys are like that. Only really dense ones, like me. So don't give up hope on the males of our species.
...And...you're 14?! xd I didn't know that! I'm 15, turning 16 next March! Muhahahaha! I get better grades than you AND I'm older!
...See you on Monday.